There's a part of me slowly realising that I have backed myself up against a wall. I cannot find any way to continue my relationship with Fiona, I just can't get anything to work. But at the same time, I don't want to lose her. God Damnit, why did she need to be just as self conscious as me! I just want someone that I can be myself around, not the facade I put on around others. I want someone that I can curl up with and cry as they stroke my hair. I want to get to a point where I can look at her and know exactly what she's thinking. But how can I get to that point if she won't be alone with me? In the time that we have been dating, there has only been two or three situations where we have been alone for more than a few minutes. And they were all in the beginning. I feel as if she's slipping away, and there's nothing I can do about it. What can I do about it.

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